Oh boy! Never thought 2019 would start with a heap of emotional turmoil, especially when things were starting to look a bit better. But, I guess many of you have been in my shoes, or have been through much much worse, and still managed to land on your feet. And often, that thought alone makes me feel weak. It makes me feel inadequate while I’m wailing in my sorrows. Sometimes

So, here we are… standing at the edge of 2018, and about to step into a happy new year. I can already hear the firecrackers going crazy, outside… or is it the people? The sky is lit up, in dozens of different colors, people are screaming at the top of their voices, new year resolutions are being made. But let’s not talk about that for a change. Instead, let’s look